Test Tired

I'm test tired... exam tired, paper tired. Trying to finish these last three pages on my paper is like walking through sticky sweet honey that I cannot eat. I feel like I'm just saying the same things over and over and over again. This is probably because I am just saying the same things over and over and over again. Ugh, this is not like a good philosophy paper which great analysis and argumentation. It's like a hybrid English paper trying so hard to be a philosophy paper. This is what throws me off about ancient philosophy. But yeah, only three pages, somehow I'll pull it out by tomorrow.

Yesterday I was feeling pretty good. I was really well rested and even took some time to nap. Granted I did have to work a few hours and worked on the paper and studied for one of my exams today... but it was pretty outside and things weren't so hectic. I kind of enjoyed yesterday.

For some reason I am so tired today. I'm really dragging and not focused. I don't understand why since I got plenty of sleep and yesterday was my rest day. I just feel "off" - is this that weird transition period from college to the "real world"? I just want to get done with all this stupid stuff that's still left hanging onto me like a nasty leech. Tuesday at 5pm, no matter what happens, I am done. Done done done done. I just want that to be NOW so badly. I think that's part of my "off" feelings. I am anxious to have this all over with. It's not going to take me an entire day to study for anything (or I refuse to) or write this paper, so I am just anxious as I try to find ways to fill the time and get these couple of days over with. Granted, my filled-to-the-brink work schedule wasn't ideal, but I never felt restless like this, since there was always something to move on to. Yeah, I know I need to chill out. I will... at least by 5pm tomorrow ;)